Dating women thrills me.  I feel alive.  I feel good about me.  I feel good about who I am.  It makes me happy.  It makes me smile. 

It makes my tummy have butterflies.

I have a hard time seeing how this is a bad thing. 

I want to be free of who I've been. 

The gospel is true.

Even if I am not.

John 14:27
27^aPeace I leave with you, my ^bpeace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be ^ctroubled, neither let it be afraid.

I am choosing what leaves me peace.  I am choosing what leaves my heart untroubled and unafraid. 

It may not be something of which you approve.  It may not be what you feel the Lord wants for me.  It may not be what you have been taught brings true happiness.

In fact, it is none of those things.

But it brings me peace.  It gives my heart rest.  It leaves me confident and unafraid.

And so I trust it.